Hard to say

I know you know what I mean.  It's so hard to say.  You know you should say it but you really don't want to.  You stubbornly deny until...  you just can't deny it any more.  You have to face reality.  And you say it.  You turn to your husband and you say it...

You're right.

Ugh...

So here I am...  In front of all the interwebs saying it.  "Andy Keidel, you are RIGHT."

"What is he right about?", you ask.  He's right about me.  He knows me.  After 17 years together and 16 years in business, he knows me.  Doesn't he know that a girl likes to think she can still keep her man guessing?  Apparently not.  He knows.

You see.  It's January, otherwise known as my down-time, the time of year I get to be a "normal" person with a social life.  I get to go watch my kids play sports. My day to day life isn't consumed with scheduling sessions because Brrrr...  It's January in OHIO!  I'm not under any crushing holiday deadlines.  I'm not juggling my whole business on the head of a pin.  It's quiet.  It's relaxed.  I have a few things, a few manageable things on my to do list.  I putter around my house, fixing and cleaning.  And you know what?

I'm not good at January.  I get a little depressed and a little stir-crazy this time of year.  And when I whine to my husband, he says...  "You're better when you're doing."

He knows me and he's right.  I'm better when I'm doing.

Hope you're doing something today that fills your heart and makes you smile.